2/19/12 – Sunday (Blog #50)

Wow, 50 blogs! That’s awesome. I also cleared out a lot of people from my blogger follows. If you haven’t posted at all in February yet, then I most likely removed you. I also added some new ones, so if you’re reading my blog now, good luck trying to keep up!

I woke up today pretty early, since my friend came over. We had some fun, and she left, like usual. It was around noon, so I took my dogs out for a walk, since I was feeling bored, too. I went out to eat at a place called Noodle World, for some pho. It was really weird, actually. While I was there, I was by myself, so it was just one person at a table that usually fits 4. Then, as I started eating my pho, a random man asks if he can sit down there.

I didn’t know him at all, but he spoke Chinese. We had a little chat while we were eating, and he seemed friendly. Somehow, both of your lunches got added into the bill, so I told the waiters and they changed it. After saying good bye, I left. I didn’t know him at all, and yet he was just fine to sit down and start a conversation with me. It would’ve been nice if it was a girl, but I guess meeting new people is always nice.

In regards to my last blog, I got some mixed comments about M and my friend with benefits. Morally, it actually ruins me with the fact that I’ve got my mind on another girl while I’m sleeping with one. But for some reason, I don’t care much about it. Someone said that it hurts both of the girls, but I don’t really see how. M and I have no relationship going on at all, and we’re barely even friends anymore. She rarely talks to me now, and I don’t want to bother texting her. My friend with benefits actually has a boyfriend, and she still sneaks over to my place every so often for fun.

I know, it’s morally wrong for both of us to even be sleeping together, since we’re not together, nor above the legal age, but it’s just fun and it feels good. We were actually together once, and that’s how it all started. However, we broke up because I lost feelings for her, and I didn’t want to cheat on her. She handled it okay, but one thing went to another, and we kept sleeping together. A few months later, we’ve both moved on, and she’s even found another guy, but she still sleeps with me.

When I was in other relationships, I told the girls about my friend, and told the girls that I definitely wouldn’t sleep with my friend anymore. I tell them truthfully, and I do mean it. We rarely even talk while I’m in a relationship with another girl. Then, sadly, my relationships end, and a few weeks later, I’m back to sleeping with my friend with benefits.

Some might think that I’ve just been unable to move on, but I definitely have. It’s not like any of my other ex-girlfriends became my friends with benefits. I already lost feelings for her a long time ago, and there are no feelings between us anymore, just more of a physical thing.

Anyways, that’s enough for today. Thanks for reading and all the support and comments. I guess it turned into a rant about my friend with benefits, sorry about that. The rest of my day was just filled with gaming and Starcraft 2. I’ve got no school tomorrow, so that’ll be another chill day. Well, except for all my homework.

-Omni