Whoa, today was such a lazy day. Besides sleeping in almost all of my classes, I even slept at home. Lately, I’ve just been sleeping all day. I’m not really sure why, but it probably has to do with the fact that I’m going to sleep around 4 or 5 in the morning. My sleeping schedule’s really screwed up.
I’m seriously debating on whether or not I should go to prom now. My friends all want me to go, but I don’t know if I want to spend all that money going. I’ve spent more in the past few months than I have my whole high school career, so it’s pretty crazy. Let’s see… I’ve spent about $535 for my college fees, $70 for grad night and about $90 for going on a trip with my friends after graduation. Yeah, prom’s only about $90 too, but I really don’t want to ask my parents for more money.
Lately I’ve been hanging out with my friends more often and been going out more, so I’ve been asking for more money, which makes me feel bad every time. I really need to find a job once I get out of high school. I’m not really sure where to start looking or how to find a job, but I’ll figure something out. Maybe I can ask my parents or my brother to help.
Anyways, I’m planning on just not talking to L for a while. I’m over her, but there are still some lingering thoughts, so I’ll figure something out. My friends are telling me to just go to prom by myself, but maybe I’ll decide to go and ask someone. I don’t really want to, but my friends make it seem like I should go. Oh well. I’ve got to do some physics homework, and that’s all, so I’ll probably go to sleep. I need more sleep…